So much stress from school lately and i can feel it eating me alive, literally, my poor back is turning into a twisted jumble of stress and i havn't had enough extra time to read my book. I guess i could read at lunch, it wouldn't matter because i am always by myself at lunch anyways, but i can barely relax at school and my body does better, my mind can focus, when i am relaxed.
The best thing for me to do at this point is to remind myself how easy i have it..although i may feel swamped, people around me are too..so it's not all that bad. I also like to practice breathing deeply and sometimes doing some yoga helps me as well. Which is another thing i am so thrilled about-my mom made sure we could fit it into the budget, i am so thankful for my mom. She really know's what matters and what we can do without. Since i struggle with mybreathing, we've been able to find a place that i can go wednesday nights for yoga with a really lovely instructor, her name is diane. An older women with a class of all ages. I love love it.
And then it's hell week..
Group project, sophomore exhibition, and finals.
Why i can't stand group projects: tough when no one else wants to give an effort.
It's frustrating that i have a huge project due next Tues., which the teacher assigned on late notice, and the people-i had no choice but to team up with-are flakes.
It's something that gets under my skin more than most things..
Ugh. All i can say is these people are lucky to have a partner that is willing to get things done because she cares to do the very best she can.
Next time, they might not be so lucky..
I am sleeping at this computer..i'll write tomorrow..want to blog more...take more pictures...even if no one reads...(:...goodnight..
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